By The Announcement Of Spring

a heart that feels nothing but joy.

a heart that is full of inner peace.

joy caused by the announcement of the season of spring.

i'm rarely aware of what is to come

i just want my heart to feel nothing but peace

but i have to admit that its far from being real

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"The Truth Written Under The Unspoken Words"

/31.01.17/ "I don't know you and you don't know me. But I want to know you. Do you also want to know me? Me, not my characteristics or behavior. I'm asking you if you want to know my inner Me, my inner self, my thoughts and carings, my reasons for my feelings, and my feelings without any reasons. Do you want to know my inner self which cannot be influenced by external influences? You're the one I want to share everything with. I want to share everything precious in my life with you. I want to talk to you, to explain myself and also not explain myself. I want you to know everything about me without me needing to say a word. Will you one day just understand what's written in my eyes? Will you know the truth when I'll say that I never cared for you and never even thought of you? Will you see the truth which is written under the unspoken words? Will you see it as the only one who is able to see it?"

An Eternal Beginning

You know I'm the type of person who only loves stories with happy endings. As soon as the ending is happy it will be fine I use to think. But somehow I got really sad after I finally finished the novel "Always". The reason may be the story full of hardships and heartbreaks. But the ending is so much like me.. Like my prefers.. Why would I get sad? I'm questioning myself. And I've got my answer. It's the very point that I don't like endings. Whether it's happy or not. A story shouldn't end. New stories should begin. Always. But one shouldn't end. I don't like endings. It's like everything's over. And that's not happy. That's also why I love spring more than the other seasons. Spring is a new beginning. And it always was a new beginning for me, my mind, and my heart. Maybe that's why I also never get to finish something I set my mind to but instead begin new things each day. Dream a...

Distance

I have to be like the way I am towards you. I cannot laugh or smile at you. I cannot show my happiness to you. I am not allowed to do so. I am not allowed to make you feel like the reason for my happiness or my sadness. I cannot say anything to you. But you, you are already my whole life. I know, you are not here, you are not a part of anything in my life here. But you're the one my heart beats for and my mind keeps thinking of. Even when I don't want to. I h ave to be cold. I have to be a stranger to you. ...

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