An Eternal Beginning

You know I'm the type of person who only loves stories with happy endings.

As soon as the ending is happy it will be fine I use to think.

But somehow I got really sad after I finally finished the novel "Always".

The reason may be the story full of hardships and heartbreaks.

But the ending is so much like me.. Like my prefers..

Why would I get sad?

I'm questioning myself.

And I've got my answer.

It's the very point that I don't like endings.

Whether it's happy or not.

A story shouldn't end.

New stories should begin. Always.

But one shouldn't end.

I don't like endings.

It's like everything's over.

And that's not happy.

That's also why I love spring more than the other seasons.

Spring is a new beginning.

And it always was a new beginning for me, my mind, and my heart.

Maybe that's why I also never get to finish something I set my mind to but instead begin new things each day.

Dream about new goals and don't ever come to achieve something I'd like to.

Like, I'd love to.

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