An Eternal Beginning

You know I'm the type of person who only loves stories with happy endings.

As soon as the ending is happy it will be fine I use to think.

But somehow I got really sad after I finally finished the novel "Always".

The reason may be the story full of hardships and heartbreaks.

But the ending is so much like me.. Like my prefers..

Why would I get sad?

I'm questioning myself.

And I've got my answer.

It's the very point that I don't like endings.

Whether it's happy or not.

A story shouldn't end.

New stories should begin. Always.

But one shouldn't end.

I don't like endings.

It's like everything's over.

And that's not happy.

That's also why I love spring more than the other seasons.

Spring is a new beginning.

And it always was a new beginning for me, my mind, and my heart.

Maybe that's why I also never get to finish something I set my mind to but instead begin new things each day.

Dream about new goals and don't ever come to achieve something I'd like to.

Like, I'd love to.

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"The Truth Written Under The Unspoken Words"

/31.01.17/ "I don't know you and you don't know me. But I want to know you. Do you also want to know me? Me, not my characteristics or behavior. I'm asking you if you want to know my inner Me, my inner self, my thoughts and carings, my reasons for my feelings, and my feelings without any reasons. Do you want to know my inner self which cannot be influenced by external influences? You're the one I want to share everything with. I want to share everything precious in my life with you. I want to talk to you, to explain myself and also not explain myself. I want you to know everything about me without me needing to say a word. Will you one day just understand what's written in my eyes? Will you know the truth when I'll say that I never cared for you and never even thought of you? Will you see the truth which is written under the unspoken words? Will you see it as the only one who is able to see it?"

To You

To someone who laughs at the same things as I do... To someone who is just like me yet who is much more different from me... To someone who is stronger than I am yet who needs my strength... To someone who has accomplished his spirit yet who needs me and only me to complete himself... To someone whose main trust is in Allah yet who trusts and loves me for Allah's sake... To someone who feels the same way as I do... To someone who loves the same way as I do... To you who feels exactly what I feel... May you take your time and come to me when the right time has come... I'll wait and welcome you as if we have never parted... I don't know you yet but I will in the future, so stay well...

"When being with you"

"trust me", he said "why", she asked "because it's me.. don't you see.." "I don't know you" "your heart knows me" "but I don't remember anything" "I know.." "you know..?" "yes, I know.. you may not be able to recall a memory of me but your heart does.. you just have to learn to trust me" "how do I learn to trust you?" "put your hand on my heart.. don't be afraid.." "It' so warm" "so is your hand" "It is?" "yes, it is" "My hands are usually cold.. How come they got warm by now" "your hands were never cold when being with me" "When being with you.." "What are you thinking..?" "there's this feeling I can't describe.. I've never felt this before but it's kinda familiar.."

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