I'm feeling strange again, because of the wasted love my heart kept all this time. It feels broken without any reason for it. I'm feeling strange and irritated. My heart makes me the most paradox person. It makes me feel strong and weak at the same time. It makes me feel confused because my heart is so full and empty at the same time. In times, when I want to think and act rational, it shows itself like saying: "I'm also here" and "don't forget me". Forgetting... The most terrifying ability I desperately want. My heart is like a baby kicking in the mother's belly. It shows itself in times I don't want it. At times I'd never